Wallow

There I was.

Naked, and bare thought.

In the middle of the ocean.

I had gotten far enough to not see anyone,

Or anything,

But god and his creation.

Blue.

Head and body against the waves,

I was at peace.

I was in a state of oblivion.

I rested in the water and let it take me,

As it pleased.

My ears heard nothing.

And my eyes slowly closed,

as black became a comfort.

I was where I wanted to be.

In a place where I couldn’t hear love.

I felt so at home,

That I wished for the sea to take me

Into it’s beautiful arms.

Indefinitely.

And never return me to love again.

Intro: My purpose

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Starting my own blog has been a thought of mine for a while.. It was just a matter of “oh shit well when will I stop procrastinating and do the damn thing?!”. I have a lot to say, and I’m always deep in my thoughts, I’ve been told I’m too into them. I’ve always been labeled as the overly emotional one, the one always in her feelings, or (my favorite) the OVERTHINKER. So that’s where the name for my blog comes from I use my labels as my voice. And let me tell you it’s not easy sharing your voice, it’s actually really frightening. My fears have always been “Will they accept me?” or “What if no one cares about my writing?”. But recently I’ve come to the realization that I’m doing this for me and I don’t care who thinks my thoughts or perceptions are unconventional, that’s what will make my blogs different because it’s made me different my whole life. Writing has become a sense of therapy for me, and I hope that through my therapy you can maybe find yours as well… A big thank you to anyone who is willing to share this journey with me. Enjoy the ride overthinkers.